I learned something today.
Falling in love is not that great. There's always a big possibility of having your heart broken and crying like in a soap opera.
You may be saying "oh! But Harl, you can't have your heart broken by one you've never met, who doesn't know you exist and is famous on top of it all!"
Truth is that it is possible. Yes, I've never met him and probably never will. But when you get your hopes up and actually come to believe that you have a chance of meeting him, well, you heart does get broken when you realise that you hoped for nothing.
I know. To him, I'm just one in an enormous crowd. He would even notice me if I was there beside him. But to me? To me he is the kindest person I know of, the one person I could be completely honest with, the one I could trust. I feel as if I know him but I know I don't.
That doesn't make it easier to overcome when everything settles in and you can clearly see how foolish you were to think that you could actually see him in real life.
Falling in love isn't great, it doesn't matter if it's someone you know or if it's someone who won't ever know you. It will end with a broken heart and tears.