hi. the day has come. i’m here to say goodbye. i put off this decision for a very long time, but today i’ve finally decided to end my time here on wattpad. i knew it was only a matter of time, because i’ve been struggling with a massive writer’s block since last summer. i tried to create new works in the hope that they would reignite the spark within me, but it only helped for a moment, and my motivation for new projects vanished in the blink of an eye. i think this was evident in my recent activity or rather, lack thereof-here, as well as in the works that became repetitions of the same formula, each time slightly reworked and modified just to have something to publish. that's why i don't want to force myself to keep going, because i know it's not pleasant for me or you, my readers, who have to wait forever for a new update. you have no idea how grateful i am for all these years you’ve supported me. i never imagined that my work would be met with such great love, and that my account would grow so much that i’d gather a thousand of you here! that’s why i want to say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. i’m leaving a part of myself here, treating my "work" here solely as a hobby. i’ve met so many amazing people here and had a great time spending time with you online. i hope you know just how amazing you are and that you brought me a lot of joy while i was active here. i apologize to those of you who have been waiting for my new books, the ones i always promised so loudly, just to motivate myself to work. many of my works still haven’t seen the light of day, and i really wanted to share them with you, but they’re all just incomplete "sketches" of what was supposed to be. thank you once again for these past 8 years to those who have been following me for a long time, and to those who have only recently joined us and may not know me very well yet.
i love you all, marcela ♡
