I’m gonna be honest. **** dying in the end was my idea since the beginning of the book. I never had a main character die in any book I’ve written, and I wanted to do something different. It had nothing to do with me trying to get the book over with. It would’ve been easier to make it a happy ending tbh. Happy endings are always easier and is the safest option. I like stories that piss me off sometimes or that take me by surprise. I do appreciate everyone who read my book and stuck around to read the completion <3 I appreciate all of the support and messages I’ve gotten!!!