《PROJECT NOTICE》
So, I've decided to make my first ever fiction book, based on true events around my first ex-boyfriend, and how toxic it was. I really believe it's book worthy, and decided that I'd tell it, so that anyone who has or is experiencing this, can find some sort of comfort and if you haven't already- leave the relationship.
I lost my best friend to an accident back in 2024- and he was the only one who stood by my side, he was going to help me write this book and comfort me through the way, but sadly he lost his life...and after his passing I've been scared and not wanting to write it anymore- but I know that he'd be happy and proud of me for writing and finishing it.
You could say, I'm continuing it for him...
My heart hurts just thinking about him. It's a feeling that no words can ever explain and only tears can. And I will dedicate it to him, and our friendship that was cut too short.
Please support me throughout this journey, I know I don't express how I'm feeling or doing- but the truth is, I'm going through a lot, especially after he passed away. Nothings been the same, and I'm really mad with myself because I never got the chance to thank him, nor did he find out that I finally left the relationship before he passed. I do hope he is glad up in the stars that I kept our promise though...
"If I die first, promise me you won't go back to him..."
He didn't even know...that I was finally free, didn't know I was about to go see him and tell him I left the relationship...he didn't know, didn’t get to find out, didn't even get to have one last talk with him...
He had his own problems...I had mine, and we helped each other, as no one ever tried too...I miss him a lot. And he was taken too soon.