When you feel so lost and sad for the way your body looks, reading amazing fan fictions because they are all amazing but why is the main girl always so beautiful model like... I love reading these stories don’t get me wrong the authors are amazing but.. being a bigger girl I am, it kinda hurts my self esteem a bit... I’m losing weight but it’s not as easy as a lot of people thinks I know I haven’t been writing as well, I’ve been going through so much Shizz lately I’m living in a crappy motel because me and my mom and step dad can’t really afford to move into our place.. but I try to keep reading so I ain’t thinking about it so much....
