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InfernoWizard16

@Valagarden OIIIIIIIII AYAME SANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
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Okay I'm just going to say this, ever since I saw Gaara on TV I loved him. I'm suicidal, but one of the only reasons why I didn't commit suicide was the idea of leaving him on the TV show. Why? Because we're so much alike. Gaara taught me not to abandon my hopes and dreams, because eventually someone like Naruto might come into my life and help me. Some people say I need a call back to reality, but reality is the thing that hurts me most. I love Gaara, he saved me and brought me away from reality..
          So I'm super glad I found an Instagram named Gaara!

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Well, that makes for three breakups in the past two days..
          
          One was my own.
          
          Then my friend's.
          
          Then I met a boy name Leon who was dating a guy named Ciel (I know...), and Ciel left without warning....
          
          Emotional breakdown, tears, and all of that are just a part of my life now I guess. 
          
          I cried for a whole hour because my father screamed at me again.
          
          I'm severely depressed...
          
          Anyways, I might update soon, I'm on a stump right now. Zero creativity with the mood I'm in and the pain I'm experiencing...

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So what do you do when....your friend you met over a game, invites you to a group and you meet her boyfriend, then another girl joins and starts telling your friend to buzz off and that her boyfriend dumped her...Then you and her both get dropped from the group, and she disappears? 
          
          Seriously I have had enough. First my own boyfriend dumps me for no reason of my own (after declaring true love), then this happens. Right after, my father started yelling at me and cussing just because I couldn't find something and didn't even know what it was. 
          
          My life has been misery lately. 
          
          I'm just sticking to my daydreams and fantasy world, but I don't know how long I can last. I have no friends, and my family treats me like I'm nothing important to them.
          
          I feel like one of these days, the blade of fate will get closer and closer to my wrist.

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@Nerd_Life18  You made me cry, but the tears weren't made of sadness, I can't comprehend what they were made of. Thank you though, for being my friend, I trust that you are a good person, because nobody has ever said anything so kind.
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Nerd_Life18

@Valagarden 
            Sweetie, things will get better. I've been exactly where you are right now. But trust me, things will always look darkest before the brightest dawn.
            
            It's okay to stick to daydreams and fantasies. It's what I did as well. It worked wonders for getting myself out of reality.
            
            You aren't alone in this. You say you have no friends but you have me. Let me be your friend and I'll help you through this, ok? ^_^
            
            Never give up and never let the darkness win. You're so much stronger than those dark things. So much brighter and better too.
            
            Please remember and know that all the bad things in our lives happen for a reason. And that they will come to an end.
            
            Don't give up on hope or love or on life.
            
            ~ Gigi-chan
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