Random things I would say/write to the person I love (I make scenarios on my head sometime) but I'm way too shy/scared/whatever and he's straight so it will never happen but I wanna share this with somebody part 1 (Don't judge me because I do this here, it doesn't fit in my poetry book because it isn't poetry)
I don't like much people..but you're cool<3
When we first met we made this jokes about you being different, not like Humans. My friend meaned your weird, even tho she likes you, but I meaned that you're funny and special and always make laugh. I meaned that I could watch you all day and don't get bored because everything you do is funny or exiting. Sometimes I see your looks from across the room, at first I thaught you might feel the same because friends don't look at each other like that. But friends also don't touch like that, but you do that with all of your friends so it's probably normal for you to look at meike that. You don't know how the little hope is breaking me everytime you talk about her. Of course you like her, she's a bit older, a girl, beautiful, probably very nice.
It's so mean because she doesn't even know you, she's far away and yet you adore her even if I stand right beside you.