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SAD REALITY OF MINE IS
1. NOBODY CARES OF MY EMOTIONS EVEN MY OWN FAMILY
2. I HAVE A FRIENDS IN REAL LIFE BUT DID CARE THAT MUCH.
3. IM ALONE ALL THE TIME, WHILE WRITING THIS MY HEART IS BEATING SO FASTER THAN NORMAL HEART BEAT.
4. IM CRYING FOR THREE DAYS, BUT STILL SMILE.
5. I NEVER INTERACT THIS MUCH I PREFERRED BEING ALONE, ALL OF THEM HURT ME WILL THATS OKEY BECAUSE I ALREADY EXPERIENCE THIS FOR A LONG TIME MAYBE TEN YEARS YES TEN, FUCKING YEARS BEING HIDDEN IN THE DARK WAITING TO BURTS OUT IN THE DARK, BUT NO,
SADLY I NEVER EXPERIENCE BEING OUTSIDE FOR AND NOBODY BELIEVE ME THAT I WAS CRYING EVERY NIGHT, HAHA FUNNY CAUSE, IM NOT SLEEPING FOR TWO DAYS OR ELSE I WILL BURST OUT CRYING, IM KEEPING IT FOR MY PATHETIC LIFE.
DONT JUDGE ME FOR THIS BECAUSE I NEVER EXPERIENCE A LIFE FULL OF HAPPYNESS AND LOVE OR PASSION WHEN I DO THE PASSION ON DRAWINGS,
ALL MY DRAWINGS ARE GONE AND NEVERCAME BACK, I GAVE THEM TO MY BESTFRIENDS BUT SADLY THEY THROW IT AWAY OR BURN IN THE FIRE, IM A SAD INDEED PERSON NO PASSION, BEING INDEPENDENT OF COURSE, NO I DONT HAVE THAT THREATED LIKE I WAS NOT THERE,
THEY SAID THEY LOVE ME BUT I KNOW IN THERE EYES THAT ITS NOT THE TRUTH
TO MY BESTFRIENDS WHO ALREADY PARTED HER WAY, AWAY FROM ME WE NEVER TALK OR SAY HI, THEY ALLWAYS SAID GOODBYE THEN ME IM JUST STANDING IN THE DARKNESS WAITING TO EAT ME
WHEN I WAS A SECOND YEAR HIGH SCHOOL THEY BULLY ME OR THROW ME A ROCK PAPER INFRONT OF ME, OR FIGHTING THEM IN A BROOM, THEN THEY LAUGH AT ME, THEN MY BESTFRIEND HE DID NOTHING BUT TO LAUGH WITH THEM, WE FIGHT THE NEXT DAY, THEN AFTER THAT WE NEVER BE FRIENDS AGAIN UNTIL FOURTH YEAR HIGH SCHOOL
I THINK IM DEEPLY DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW AND I CAN'T BRING MYSELF ON BEING ENERGYTIC PERSON I WAS BEFORE I WAS NEVER A JOLLY PERSON BUT IM FRIENDLY, I PUSH MYSELF INTO IT BUT SADLY IM BACK ON BEING LONELY AND EVERYBODY DOESN'T CARE ON MY DRAMATICS BUT THIS IS MY SAD INDEED REALITY:(