Revenge_Raven364
Hey, I really hope you’re okay. Please let me know how you are <3
Vamp1re_Queen
Vamp1re_Queen
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i’m so fucking suicidal. i literally fucking hate living. i hate breathing. i cant stop crying.
Vamp1re_Queen
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god i just want everyone to shut the fuck up for 5 fucking minutes. jesus fucking christ, it is taking everything in me to not scream at the first person that asks if i’m okay because i’ve had 15 DIFFERENT PEOPLE ASK ME IF IM OKAY. IM FINALLY FUCKING HAPPY LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE BEFORE I TELL YOU SHIT YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR. goddamn.
Vamp1re_Queen
i hate being clean
Vamp1re_Queen
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TW- intrusive thoughts
today was so difficult. i could barely eat without thinking there was poison in my food and i would die if i continued to eat. i thought about killing my mom today because she wouldn’t stop humming a lyric to a fucking song she’s been humming for the past 3 weeks. i live next to an airport and sometimes i wish that a plane would crash in my house. at least i started playing genshin impact so i’m gonna let that heal the pain.
Vamp1re_Queen
i don’t understand why i can never control myself. i sexualize myself just to get attention and when i get the attention from the person i want, they go and like someone else and it hurts. i cant get mad at that person, i get mad at myself instead.
Vamp1re_Queen
i’m like definitely not heartbroken
TheOG_
are you still here?
Vamp1re_Queen
i’m not gonna survive the night
TheOG_
um please survive. i really don’t know you but things do get better, i promise. it did for me, and it has for other people so it will for you. please consider what you are doing, isn’t going to end your suffering. life has its challenges and difficulties but you should never take the easy way out. i’m sorry to say, but that is just cowardly. be a fighter! don’t give up. and please don’t leave this world
Vamp1re_Queen
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i wonder what my life would be like if i wasn’t mentally ill. maybe my parents would be proud of me. maybe i wouldn’t have trauma from being sent to the ER for trying to kill myself. i hate seeing my scars fade, no will believe anything i say if i don’t have proof. i’m so fucking done with life and i’m this close to just disappearing. no more friends, no more family, i’m gone forever. that sounds nicer than pain. i wish i could just watch my blood drip off my fingers after slitting my wrists, hoping that i could enjoy euphoria one last time.