Vampire_Kie

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Mistakes.
          
          Mistake after mistake is a never-ending cycle. The same pain, the same tears that can't stop shedding, and the same unending feeling of misery. It's the journey that matters, they say but why does this path seem too painful,  too barren?
          
          -Kaix

Stupid brain cells!
          
          My mind is in shambles. My body is aggitated. My hands are trembling. Yet I can't express myself and I still can't find the words i needed. 
          
          I needed to write yet there is this block, a hurdle i can't seem to overcome. Something is wrong and i can't figure out what is it.
          
          -Kaix

Permanent Scars
          
          We all have permanent scars. That stays with us till the end of time. We tried to move on fron it but can't. Though, we do learn to live with as if it was a battle scar. But from time to time, espcially in a stormy night, this scars open up as if it is still a fresh wound hurting us all over again. Taking us back to all the memories we thought we already left behind. Pain flooded us as if it's all happening all over again. A vicious cycle we can't get out of. 
          
          -Kaix

"I wonder, do you still remember the things, dreams, and aspirations we talked about? Do you still long for those times we used to feel free and as if the world is ours for the taking? I bet your priorities had already changed. Yet i still wish you haven't give up on those dreams and every time you think of it, i hope you'd still feel how good it felt like before. " - Khy

NUMB. The state on which one doesn't feel anything, and utterly becomes unresponsive to any sensation. This word could also signify that time stopped and the stillness of time can never be determine whether or not it will ever start again. This is currently my metal state is at. Wishes, memories, and emotions are frivolous at the moment. -Khy

"I'm losing my memories, i think. The people i've been with, the time i spent with them, the smiles, the laughter, the sadness, our secrets. I think i'm losing them all. Am i moving to fast? I can't keep track already. This path seems barren, it's like a rough road to nowhere. It seems unending, no matter how fast i walk." -Khy

"I don't want you to adjust your attitude just because of what i'm feeling. You better go do what you want. Be with whom you want. Talk with who you want. As long as you're happy. I'm good with it. Cause you're not obligated to take my feelings into account." -Kai

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