Hey there, everybody. Pretty sure all of you forgot about me but I've come to say that.. I miss being myself. On the day I left, I was having depression and anxiety problems. I deleted my stories then isolated from friends to wallow in tears. I thought of things that I should never but did anyway.
Then when I overcame my shadows, I was having thoughts of returning to Wattpad when senior high came and ruined everything. I had to cope with losing three loved ones in the same year, finding new friends, trying to assure my old friends that I was not replacing them, being betrayed, fighting and begging on my knees to not be abandoned. It was hard and even though I'm not returning as Vampiress89, I can hope that I will return as Rachel Ashlynn: who rose from Vampiress' ashes.
As of the moment, I'm repairing a friendship with someone and trying to cope with major changes. But I cannot stop thinking of coming back to social media after a four-year hiatus. I will hold on until I bring myself to achieve something, finally.
I wish on all the stars in the sky that those I apologized to for my wrongdoing will realize their mistakes, eventually. But until then, I have to fight my mind of evil. Emotions DO matter and we will never have that feeling of life without them..
This won't be a "goodbye" but a "see you all soon."