Van_essa_1807

hi y'all. Happy New Year to all of you. Tbh, i had a crappy year so i hope 2018 will be better and i hope it will be good to you guys too. ily all ❤
          	
          	

missabenamarley123

How are you Vanessa, its been a while

missabenamarley123

Am good hunnay.
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Van_essa_1807

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Hi people! I have no idea why I'm doing this because this makes me feel so fucking desperate but maybe I am desperate right now. I am just sad. I have no idea why to do. I just want to die. And u may be wondering what caused me to be so sad. So here is the answer: everything. It's just everything. Friends, family, school, pressure. Everything. And I just can't hold it in anymore. The lava has been building inside of me since idk how long and now I just have to let it out. I can't stop crying. I need help. If there is anyone out there reading this who can help me, pls I need you. I need you to stop me from doing this. I need you to help me. Pls. I beg you.
          
          Vanessa.

Van_essa_1807

@Kimmyy_black thank you so much for replying... i feel a lot better now... some people did help me and im grateful to them. I would also like to thank you for actually reading this and volunteering to help me. thank you so much.
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Kimmyy_black

@Van_essa_1807 Actually, i feel  what you feel right now too.  I really hate my sister  like i just wanna stab her
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Kimmyy_black

@Van_essa_1807 I'm hear ready to listen:)  
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Lila_Wayne

OMG, why did you delete your books? Especially the one about Things Indian kids can relate to (that was personally my favourite!). 

Van_essa_1807

@Lila_Wayne they will be published again shortly and trust me they will be better than they were before. Thanks again for supporting me and my books! 
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Lila_Wayne

Okay, you must be joking because I TOTALLY LOVED your books!! Anyway. I hope you publish them again soon. :)
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Van_essa_1807

And thank you so much for supporting my stories. It really means a lot to me! 
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Van_essa_1807

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Hi everyone. I'm really sorry for not being uk online and shit. It's been almost like a year. I'm sorry. I have changed a lot since and so from today, I'll try to write what I actually am. So pls forgive me this one time. The past was in the past. I'm not gonna delete any of my old posts and books and stories or anything. But there are gonna be new things here from now on. I'll try to update my old books but there will be a change in my writing style. So pls bear with me! And thank you for sticking around! 
          
          Also from now on, there might be swears in my stories. 

D_only_one

Hey...thnx fr following... ... Wats ur name nd wer uh frm 

D_only_one

@Van_essa_ 1807...m shreya... Me too frm india
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Van_essa_1807

@ShreyaKadam1 ur welcome! Im Tanvi, Im from india
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