Sorry for my bad English. I'm emotional, and English keeps things from being too cringe.
As of today, I've been in love with Dover for 7 years.
I can't believe I love this pairing for so long.
So many emotions, so many insults, too much frustration, so much pain. Sometimes I want to stop loving Dover, but I can't.
On the other hand, thanks to my love for Dover, I have the power to do many things. Through that love, I learned to persevere in pursuing my goals. It's not just simple patience. That love taught me how to persist in pursuing my goals even when the whole world turned against me. That love helped me step out of my comfort zone, overcome the fear and hurt I endured.
If you ask me if I hate Dover, the answer is yes. If you ask me if I love Dover, the answer is yes. If you ask me if I'm angry and disappointed by Dover, the answer is still yes. But if you ask me if I regret loving Dover, the answer is no.
I know that many people will look down on me and mock me. I know my feelings are nothing more than a farce in the eyes of some people. Whatever. Anyway, I loved Dover with all my heart. Just loving Dover hurts me enough that I don't have time to care about them.
To this day, I still feel that what I do for Dover is still too little. Not enough. Never enough. I'm frustrated with my limitations.