It's hard being me. People hate and love me- that I cannot help. Well because I am not born in this world to please everyone and sad to say I am being misinterpreted for that. My life is tough but I am a true survivor, that's one thing I can be proud of. I have no intention in this world to get rich and be famous, all I want in life is to find the true love and happiness, that for now is hard to find. But I am not giving up. I know someday it will come. As they say, true love will come in a mysterious way and true happiness can only be found within yourself- on that part I am still grasping, probably because there are some unfinished business that I need to settle first. I am asking an apology to all those people who hurt me and who I hurt. Certainly, I am not going to stay forever in this world and whatever bad experiences and moments you had with me, that I deeply regretted that it happened. I know I cannot erase all those bad memories but allow me to redeem myself and give me another chance to prove that I am worthy as a person...