VanieeMadera

For all my Game of Thrones readers, please check out this beautiful story! It is a masterpiece! It isn't complete but the story so far is incredible, to say the least. 
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/185196651

morghuls

@vanieemadera OH MY GOSH i just now found this and im crying!!! thank you so much!!! your support means loads!! <3
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VanieeMadera

For all my Game of Thrones readers, please check out this beautiful story! It is a masterpiece! It isn't complete but the story so far is incredible, to say the least. 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/185196651

morghuls

@vanieemadera OH MY GOSH i just now found this and im crying!!! thank you so much!!! your support means loads!! <3
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VanieeMadera

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Hello, loves. It has definitely been a while, hasn't it? Well, a lot has happened since August, lemme tell you! I am definitely better now though my doctor still believes I am very depressed but I am having a lot more good days than bad! I have been thinking a lot about what I was going to do here on Wattpad...and after a lot of thought--and I mean a lot--I have decided to discontinue TCN and College Life until further notice. I just do not have motivation to work on those stories and after some thinking...I know why. 
          
          The last few years have opened my eyes about a lot of things. Life is vastly different from what I have imagined and have written down in my stories; some of those ways are bad but for the most part they're good. Life has given me perspective and the outcome is the lack of inspiration to write my stories because they don't represent my imagination or fantasy anymore. 
          
          I fell in love with someone who is equally, if not more, in love with me. We've been together for almost three years and being in this relationship has given me a much needed rude awakening and it will hopefully reflect in my new story(ies). You all are probably wondering what the fuck I am talking about, lol, but you'll know what I mean one day. 
          
          So, sadly TCN and College Life are discontinued but I will leave them up. I been having the inspiration to create a new story and I think I know what that will be. I hope you all will stick with me and just know I love you all and appreciate your support.

estherkicksass

@VanieeMadera I'm so sad that you have discontinued TCN but so happy for the update on your personal life. It's great to know that you're having more good days. It just goes to show how strong you've been and we are totally behind you all the way 
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VanieeMadera

So, not to get your hopes up but I started to write the next chapter of TCN and then five minutes later, I stopped. I feel so mentally frustrated that I just can't seem to complete this chapter. I might end up updating a short chapter with some Sergio/Rosie fluff just to get something posted. I'm not sure where I'm taking the story in...but I have a few ideas that I gotta play out to see which is best for the story.

VanieeMadera

Guys, I know I haven't updated because of my depression but I am really inspired to do a 13 Reasons Why fanfic. The one's I have read are really meh. I have this great concept and I wanna do it but... I feel so bad because I haven't updated any of my other stories...

VanieeMadera

I might update TCN tomorrow. I started getting the urge to write more and more now, so hopefully it stays for tomorrow. I think I might solely focus on re-writing TCN. If any of you are interested, I do have a fanfiction account and I have some works there! Give me a visit since I might be a little more active there. My username is VanieeMadera! 
          
          here is a link to my works! 
          https://www.fanfiction.net/~vanieemadera

VanieeMadera

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Hey guys. I won't be updating this week. I'm having a really shitty day and honestly I don't have much motivation to write any of my stories this week. I do apologize but when you're depressed as fuck, its hard to find the energy to do basically anything...have a good one and I'll see you next week. (Hopefully)

VanieeMadera

@starsandsunlight sorry for the late reply but thank you for your kind words! It made me feel a lot better!
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starsandsunlight

@VanieeMadera No need to apologize--do what you have to do to feel better! Wishing you well <3
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VanieeMadera

Hey, guys! Just to let you all know that I WILL be updating TCN this week! I might even update twice, who knows with me. I've been hit with laziness so, idk haha but I will update this week. I might update tomorrow or even today but for now, I shall take a nap with my doggo and kitten :p