You ever just… go through your reading lists, like one for a specific character, and you’ve managed to get almost all of the slow-burn or just many chapters long stories that you can of a character, or maybe just some stories you really like in general
What we it may be, you ever just go through the list, looking at the number of chapters for e a c h one, and the feeling the hope that one will change, and then you get the end to none of them have updated and probably never will. Like at this point the number of chapters are memorized at this point. Yeah some have completed, but some just….stop.
(Literally just me depressed none of the Genya stories I have in the reading list I made have updated at all in like 2 years at most TvT)
Like I feel pain that a story just ends
But I also know how it feels to lose motivation for things, like I’m almost constantly changing favorite ships or who I’m simping for, bc I can’t keep a focus on one thing too long, I get bored. I understand not wanting to follow a storyline I make up bc I just lose interest or motivation. So I start to feel like I’m being greedy being upset that the authors have either forgot or put the books on the back burner.
Sorry if this turned into a long vent, I guess this is kind of a vent about some of my experience with fan stories and stuff