Story_Fanatic

To everyone whho is following me:
          I'm informing you that i will be using this site mainly for  brainstorming and will be moving the stories that i already hadposted  to AO3.
          
          I'll update my stories with the roughdrafts for some inpute/construyctive critiisicm, and change things with the comments but altimately it wwill all be movd to AO3.
          
          If  you wanted to follow my user name is Shichigatsu. Though  I'll still be uupdating on wattpad so.
          
          Regarding my sstories that i havent updated in awhile, im doing some research into the timelines for thse Universes so i dont go to off handle. I'm still planning on updating.

Not bad!You have great stories X3 im also a fan of mangad animes and all that so i give you my respect honestly  
          
          

Oh this is so much fun!! I never really thought about how fun it was to make up stories cause ive always just been a reader!
          I am having some problems making my own story though, fanfictions come easy but I've been trying so hard to make my own story.
          
          If i asked for help, who would mind helping me brainstorm how to go about it? I already have a plot and characters, it's just putting them together that I'm having trouble with.

Good news for me!!! maybe anyway! 
          my friend is finding a new place to live with her boyfriend and they need another person to help pay, well... THEY ASKED ME!!! which means i might FINALLY be getting out of this hell hole people might call a 'home' and be able to live with people that actually understand me!!
          WISH ME LUCK!! 
          ill post again when ive got the details but that wont be for awhile!

i love ur profile pic

*finishes reading your bio* 
          The real question is, Erenxlevi vs ErenxJean.
          
          J.k. Erenxlevi wins hands down...

attack on titan is cool (^ w ^)

For the record I have no idea why I'm posting this.....
          
          I had my first breakdown in over 4 months, 4 months ago I had a breakdown about my job and my family and college....
          This one was just about my family, I live with my sister cause my mom died  right before I started middle school so I was an emotional tween, but I held it in cause I wasn't alone, I had my biological sister with me in the same boat.
          But now that we're older and she's married and moved on, I'm stuck here with my other sister/guardian who's controlling and doesn't even try to understand me (even rights off my hobbies and choice of reading material as 'that shit') it's frustrating.
          She has a girl that she spoils, or should I say, gives in to her whining cause she doesn't want to deal with it.
          So now I have to deal with a little 5 year old getting more out of my sister than I did when she was raising me (when I was raising a fuss I got a smack in the head and a belt to the ass)
          Every time I argue with this 5 year old over something BASIC or smack her upside the head cause she wants to hit me when she doesn't get her way, I AM THE ONE GETTING THREATENED TO BE THROWN OUT!!! 
          I have no money for an apartment, I use it for car payments and the phone bill.
          I have no friends who can let me live with them, cause they all live with there parents.
          I have no more nerves in my body to hold back my anger and frustration....
          Last time I had a fit like this I wanted so badly to end it so I called my sister whose married and cried my heart out over the phone, and she was ok with it. 
          But right now..... I just don't want to feel anything anymore, I don't want to feel this hurt because of people who are 'supposed' to be my 'family'....
          I feel so suffocated....  

wwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh!!!!!!!!! i wanna get my latest chapter done but i can't get any friggin motivation!! between work and family and work and school and work and emotional fits and WORK...... i cant find the energy!!!

I haven't been on this in a week and almost everything has been updated but nothing completed..... Damn