VanillaVampire22

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Why the fuck am I getting notifications for a BTS sex slave story? Like Sis?? I don't like BTS??? Or forced sex????

VanillaVampire22

Ya'll, let me just say... AUDIO ROLEPLAY ASMR'S ARE MY LIFEEEEE
          
          I generally listen to the lesbian ones but there's such a huge variety. FxM, FxF, FxA. I'm listening to one rn and it's a small series and I love it. 
          
          It's so weird at first and ya'll are probably gonna judge me but don't knock it till you try it tbh.

VanillaVampire22

Despite what I said yesterday, I've come to a realization. It hurts that we hurt her. It sucks. And while I think we should be respectful and keep her out of things like smut, I also think there's more to the fanfictions we read and write than a story for people who ship two others. 
          
          For me, and I'm sure others, we read these fanfictions, we write them, because... Of how they make us feel. For some, there is no other story like a Camren story. Or Laurmani. Or Caminah. I'm not saying disregard how she feels and keep doing it, no. What I'm saying is... Keep that in mind when you write. Keep your stories going, but keep the feelings in mind. If you write a part that nay be sexual, rethink. Adapt. Don't bulldoze through, but carefully move the pieces and care for each one, even though it might be extra work. 

VanillaVampire22

If I could, I would personally apologize to Lauren. The fact that this was so damaging, and to know that I contributed to that in ways, hurts... I didn't realize it until hearing about this, but I'm crying with just thinking that all this time and I was contributing to her pain. To feel scared and like a predator towards your friends and other people, because of what everyone around you is saying is just... It sounds like a nightmare.
          
          Lauren, if I could take your hands, look into your eyes, and speak to you right now, in this very second, I would tell you I'm sorry. I would hug you and probably sob like a baby because of how this affected you. I don't want to hurt people like that. I'm sorry Lauren. I really am.

VanillaVampire22

If you're looking for a great book to read, go look at Haven't Forgotten My Way Home. It's Camren, Top Camila and Bottom Lauren, and has an amazing story. Normally I'm scared to finish books but I finished that one and all I could do was let out a breath.
          
          Quick note; usually I am all for #LaurenTops, but I think this really is a good story and that it shouldn't matter who tops when it comes to this-

VanillaVampire22

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I need help. My stupid fucking phone reset on me while I was reading a FF and now I can't find it again. I can't remember the title or cover, but it's a Camren story. It's about Lauren having her parents threaten to cut her off completely because of her wild party life and rebellious artist attitude, unless she cleans up her act and goes back to CRU, a business school, so that she can take over the company. Please help me if you see this and know what I'm talking about ;-;

VanillaVampire22

NVM I FOUND IT.
            
            Reminder for my stupid future self or anyone who wants to read it: Three is a Crowd
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VanillaVampire22

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Fuck fuck fuck. I just watched the first season of Carmilla and I'm actually- I can't breathe like this shit is fucking insane I didn't expect it to be so good.

VanillaVampire22

Ik! I watched the movie first, not really knowing what it was, but then I watched the first two seasons and now I'm on the third!
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DeniseBlair2

IKR!!! It’s soo good!!! Then they also have a movie!!!
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