Tw: vent
Whelp I woke up dis morning to the worst pain in my lower stomach, right side and back. I’ve been asking my mom and her sisters to take me to the hospital but they haven’t, the pain has increased so much since this morning were I’ve had to heat up a towel and hold it to me until it went cold and replace it immediately. It felt worse than cramps in your virg jayjay I’ll tell u that I took 5 melatonins to make me sleep so the pain would go away and finally fell asleep and then woke up a few hours later and I had the strangest dream I could see my body laying on the couch and my family was crying around me and shi and when I woke up I couldn’t breathe I was having heart problems in my sleep so now Im afraid to sleep. Hah.. the pain in my body is a bit better but it was because of my stupid tumors which Is why I couldn’t stand without hunching over, and I can’t hold anything down. I eat, it comes up, I drink, it comes up. The pills I think are thankful digesting right but I called my doctor and he suggested I don’t eat until tomorrow. I wish I had the strength to tell him I didn’t yesterday either or the day before because of the same problem