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[ENG] Today is a truly special day - I’ve just finished publishing the SEARHEART series on Wattpad… and I’m honestly a bit lost for words. ✨
          
          It’s been an incredible journey. For 58 weeks (that’s over a year!), I shared new chapters with you regularly. I put a lot of work into it — drawing, editing, polishing every detail — but most of all, my heart. And none of it would have meant nearly as much without your support, your messages, and all the kind words I’ve received from the very beginning. Thank you for that!
          
          In the coming weeks, I’m planning to send the first volume in for editing. Over this time, my writing style has evolved a bit, and I can see things I’d like to improve — but don’t worry! The story itself will stay the same. And who knows, maybe I’ll even add a few bonus chapters if I get the chance... 
          
          Once again, thank you for being here — and make sure to check out the Epilogue. I’m sure it won’t disappoint ❤️
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1614485019-searheart-nox-english-epilogue
          
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          [PL] Dzisiaj jest naprawdę wyjątkowy dzień - właśnie zakończyłam publikację serii SEARHEART na Wattpadzie… i aż trochę brakuje mi słów.✨
          
          To był niesamowity czas. Przez 58 tygodni (czyli ponad rok!) regularnie dzieliłam się z Wami kolejnymi rozdziałami. Włożyłam w to mnóstwo pracy - rysowanie, poprawki, dopieszczanie detali - ale przede wszystkim serce. I to wszystko nie miałoby takiego znaczenia, gdyby nie Wasze wsparcie, wiadomości i ciepłe słowa, które dostawałam od samego początku. Dziękuję Wam za to z całego serca!
          
          W najbliższych tygodniach planuję oddać pierwszy tom do edycji. Przez ten czas trochę zmienił się mój styl pisania i widzę rzeczy, które chciałabym poprawić - ale spokojnie! Sama historia pozostaje bez zmian. Kto wie, może dorzucę też kilka bonusowych rozdziałów, jeśli się uda... 
          
          Jeszcze raz dziękuję, że jesteście - i koniecznie zajrzyjcie do Epilogu. Jestem pewna, że Was nie zawiedzie.❤️
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1614484978-searheart-nox-polski-epilog

Here’s the LXI chapter of Searheart - the finale of the story arrives next week btw! But until the very last moment, the story doesn’t let up when it comes to tension. What did you think, huh? I’ll keep you on the edge of your seat right until the end! ♡
          
          Polish: https://www.wattpad.com/1613589077-searheart-nox-polski-lxi
          English: https://www.wattpad.com/1613589059-searheart-nox-english-lxi

A few days ago I finished writing Searheart.
          And honestly it feels like someone ripped my heart out.
          
          Of course I know it’s only temporary, but knowing that in about two weeks I’ll publish the final chapter on Wattpad still puts me in a bit of a slump. It’s been eight years of work - almost nine. In many ways, finishing the text probably just marks the end of a certain chapter rather than the whole journey. There’s still editing ahead of me, and that’s going to be a lot of work, but I’ll try to focus on it once I sort out some things in my personal life.
          
          More and more, though, I’m realizing that I really need a break.
          Thank you for being here and supporting me throughout this project. It truly means a lot to me ♡
          
          For now - Chapter LX is free to read! ♡
          Polish: https://www.wattpad.com/1612087555-searheart-nox-polski-lx
          English: https://www.wattpad.com/1612087576-searheart-nox-english-lx

Yesterday evening I wasn’t feeling very inspired, so what you’re seeing on my socialmedia is a few experiments all at once :D
          
          As every Thursday, I’d like to invite you to the next chapter of Searheart, and in the meantime I’ll try to organize my free time after work a bit better! :')
          
          Polish: https://www.wattpad.com/1610483506-searheart-nox-polski-lix
          English: https://www.wattpad.com/1610483516-searheart-nox-english-lix

Kiryu Artwork + SPEEDPAINT! ♡
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUSBHQGboNQ
          
          It’s been a long time since I made a speedpaint, and I finally tested my program again :)
          I think it turned out pretty good! I’ll definitely be making more of these~
          
          Also - it’s Thursday, which means a new Searheart chapter is up! 
          Go check out what happens next ♡
          
          English: https://www.wattpad.com/1608921399-searheart-nox-english-lviii
          Polish: https://www.wattpad.com/1608921375-searheart-nox-polski-lviii

Rendering the main art was something else :'D
          But I did it ♡ It’s Thursday, so that means another chapter of Searheart — and as you can probably guess, things between Akira and Yuki are going to be adorable.
          
          
          English: https://www.wattpad.com/1607427676-searheart-nox-english-lvii
          Polish: https://www.wattpad.com/1607427688-searheart-nox-polski-lvii

"Let flowers grow in the saddest corners of your soul, and let them bloom from the wounds that you're bleeding."
          "And let them be lilies so bright and pure that no one will ever be able to dim their light within you."
          
          Hey, did you know the new chapter is already up and ready to read? ♡
          
          English: https://www.wattpad.com/1605810894-searheart-nox-english-lvi
          Polish: https://www.wattpad.com/1605810875-searheart-nox-polski-lvi

Today marks exactly one year since I published the first chapter of Searheart, and I still can’t believe how quickly time has flown by. I would really like to thank you all for the warm reception of the book, because for a very long time I was afraid to write and afraid of how others would react to the fact that I was doing something like this. The world didn’t end - it only changed for the better.
          
          What you do for me is incredible, and I am unbelievably grateful to you.
          Have a lovely Sunday! ♡

Chapter LV is up now! Yippie!
          And now: nap time. Oh god.
          
          English: https://www.wattpad.com/1604157253-searheart-nox-english-lv
          Polish: https://www.wattpad.com/1604157333-searheart-nox-polski-lv

"I loved the champion. I cherished the demon. I kissed the killer. I trusted the guardian. And you... You make me feel alive. You ignite me."
          
          Chapter LIV of Searheart stirs many intense emotions. Rin balances between love and devotion, despair and obsession, spinning in a dance of feelings that is difficult to escape unscathed. Will she survive? The answer awaits you in the latest chapter on Wattpad ♡
          
          English: https://www.wattpad.com/1601703677-searheart-nox-english-liv
          Polish: https://www.wattpad.com/1601703704-searheart-nox-polski-liv