I need help, ok, this is really embarrassing to admit, but I am terrified of thunderstorms (don't judge) and there are so many dark clouds, and there's a forecast of thunderstorms tonight, and I'm soooo scared! I can't breathe, I suddenly burst out crying sometimes, I have 50 lumps in my throat, I'm wrapped up in a blanket even though it's SOOO hot! I know it's a stupid fear, and probably people will make fun of me, I just feel like crawling in a soundproof hole and die!