@Veniceieie babe dont quit give it your 110% effort. Imagine wasting a year and three months trying to shift and then quitting when your so close. Those people are waiting for you to come home. I believe in you. You can shift.
I can't understand myself sometimes. Like I'd be like "I'm the hottest bìtch ever" then 5 minutes after I'd be like "I look like shìt" and the cycle continues. wtf-