Venus_MCYTfan

Kinda stupid but I hate cleaning my room, send help

please read this. all of you.
          
          i need to get something clear. if someone is bothering you, come to me. if it’s not entirely bad, and it’s just a misunderstanding or wtv, i’ll find a solution. if it’s something like Bleak’s situation, I will devote myself to get them banned. kay?
          
          why would i do this? because you’re taking the time to even get to know me, to follow me. all of you that i’ve talked to are super nice to me, and in return i will defend you to the end. idgaf if i get banned bc of it.
          
          I will always be open to help you out, even if it’s not even a person bothering you. you’re having trouble with family? you can talk to me. anxiety/panic attack? you can talk to me.
          
          you deserve to have someone to support you, and i will support you.

i have a very genuine question. it’s american politics, so you’ve been warned.
          
          if the orange is going to make “america great again”, why is he starting war with Iran?

guys! if you wanna help Bleak, report @NickelBear! she’s being mean to Bleak :/
          
          yes, i will spread the word. anyways, tags are working for me all the sudden?

Life Series fans!
          i have a random question for you. what are all the povs you’ve watched for each season?
          
          here’s my list.
          Third Life - Grian, Scar, Martyn, Scott, and have started both Jim’s and Joel’s
          Last Life - Grian, Scott, and Martyn’s.
          Double Life - Grian, Scar, Scott, Pearl, and Martyn
          Limited Life - Grian, Martyn, and Scott.
          Secret Life - Grian, Martyn, Jim, Scar, Gem, Pearl, and Scott
          Wild Life - Grian (it’s my least favorite season, fight me.)
          Past Life - Grian, Etho, Scott, Pearl, Gem, and some of Jim
          
          can you tell that Double and Secret are my favorites? :3

is it anyone else who can’t @ anyone?

is it bad that i don’t know what to do with my life if i’m not fulfilling someone’s wants? if i’m not helping someone out, or even just wanting praise for something i did?
          
          sometimes i feel selfish for wanting what i want.
          
          that turned angsty real quick, oh my gods. anygays, i’m working on some digital art rn >:3

atp, i’d go better jst not eating.

i have braces now! woo!
          eheh.

i think i’m okay to vent for a little moment here? you don’t have to read it, i just need to get this off my chest.
          
          i fucked up, again. me and my friends are texting, talking about random shit. two of my friends’ families are close in relationship, so they often go out with each other. my close friend got random ass pictures of the other friend. we’ll call my close friend Queer and the other C. so, i’m like, making jokes that i’ll send the funny pictures to a different gc and i did send a few because they weren’t like they would end C’s life if i sent them. and so he sends me personal text asking me to stop. of course, i do.
          
          and now i feel like an absolute bitch for that. it’s not even the first time, because i’m always overstepping and making him upset and it’s just a lot. i want to send him a text and be like “hey, if you don’t want to be friends, you don’t have to” but i don’t want to make him feel weird because of that. i just don’t know what to do.