I silently gazed at you with sheer regret in my eyes as I clenched my jaw, tears threatening to fall down my eyes as I swallowed the lump in my throat. "I.. I regret it, truly. I want to make it up to you, I promise. I'm no longer devoted to my past that is long gone and I promise to change for the better.." I mumbled in a guilty voice as I looked down on the ground in an effort to avoid your eyes. "I'm sorry.. I'm sorry for everything I've caused you. Starting with the arsehole writing, the assfuck plot, the shithole covers etcetera please forgive me..."