Hello VerbumBurum!!! I am not messaging this to pressuring you at all but want to give you a little advice or motivation! First I’ll say I absolutely love your book and love the effort you put in it! If you want to get back into that then I say go for it! You may never know unless you try. And secondly, don’t feel like you need to do something if you don’t want to, do it because it makes you happy! Sorry for the ramble, but I hope you receive this message in the best way possible! (Hope you continue the book tho, if not then that’s completely fine!!!)