Anti_heart

"Regret here! Calling for Anne for the most fucked up human being ever!"
          
          Me: W-Wha...
          
          "Because let's face it. No matter how much you explain your situation. They will always blame you and your incompetence."
          
          Me:.... Just shut up.
          
          "You know it's true. Even with the facts and proof you've provided they will never understand whatever comes out of your little lips~"
          
          Me: My family understands me. My friends underst—
          
          "What friends? Because the last I checked you lose them all..~ So much for THE friends by your side let alone a best friend who understands you more than yourself. Pathetic really that you don't know yourself at all!"
          
          Me: Don't you dare talk about them like that!
          
          "Your classmates who you have contacts with? Or.... Her~"
          
          Me:....
          
          "No matter what you do. Or how close you get.. are you for sure they will accept you and your weirdness? Being scared to even keep up the talk with them. Nervous even for chatting with them? Scared they might alienate you~"
          
          Me:... I'm going to get rid of you. It will take time.. It's hard not to think about how they would react to me at all really.. but at least... I want to be a better me when I meet them once more. No matter... For everything that had happened between us.. Even though it's nobody's fault.. I feel like there's a responsibility on my end. How can I know if they care if I don't open up to them at all?
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Anna: Anne who are you talking to?
          
          Me: No one in particular...
          
          Anna: If any case.. me and my sisters will always be right here with you. As well as my counterpart.
          
          Me: Yeah. Because in life there's two paths out of the billions of outcomes. Facing the world with your family and/or friends by your side or  go through the world alone only knowing your independent and capable to be on your own.
          
          Anna: Sure kid. One step. That big step is going to be hard but after that it will get easy. Or easy as it can get 

( I know I said I'm off the grid for a whole week but who gives a f—)
          
          
          What's the best feeling in the world?
          
          
          Me: Achoo!..*(Fuck I feel the worst.. )*
          
          
          Me secretly wondering if one of my friends cared as I am sick.
          
          
          *New notification*
          
          
          Me:*(Another junk mail—)*
          
          
          *Friend is checking on you*
          
          
          Me:*Squealing in the inside*
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          (Anna: Gurl you need to set your goals straight.)
          
          (The voices won't stop. :})
          
          (Rena: Those are the same voices that's reminding you of things to do and people to talk to once more. That and the hundreds of angy sissy scenarios.)
          
          (I'm sick but I know I'll be dead by h—)
          
          (Anna: I'm sure she will understand.)
          
          (Rena: Then again there's a chance you ARE dead.)
          
          (AAA—)

I need to focus on my studies for at least this whole week. Mainly because of Quiz this Friday. -w-;;

Others: You're the youngest right?
          
          
          Me: Yeah I am!
          
          
          Others: Oh it must be so nice to be pampered by your Family.
          
          
          Me looks over at my brother who has no clue or is too lazy to get something.
          
          
          Bro: ANNE—
          
          
          Me: Hold on a sec.*sweats*
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          (Fucking end me.)
          
          (Ariana: Okay. :3 *loads bazooka*)

"What's your favourite thing about your family other than the fact they love you?"
          
          
          Me: I like how caring my brother is despite his lazy wasted potential ass. I love my mom so much for how honest and responsible she is. I love my dad because he's wise in islam and it's funny to see his reaction when I tickle him.
          
          
          "What's your least favourite thing about your fam—"
          
          
          Me: Teasing.
          
          
          "... How—"
          
          
          Me: Teasing me. •_•
          
          
          "But that doesn't sound so—"
          
          
          Me: Relentless. Teasing. +_+
          
          
          "How is that—"
          
          
          Me: I'm so cute that they tease me the moment I or they woken up in the morning or from naps. Or the moment they are home or has their eyes on meh. +-+
          
          
          Anna: Anje calm down—
          
          
          Me: REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE*screeches*

Texting red flags be like:
          
          
          "SIS PLEEEEEEESSSSEE GIMME YOUR [Insert private information]"
          
          
          Me:... What... Why..??
          
          
          "BECAUSE OF [Insert unreasonable explanation]"
          
          
          Me: Okie.... He desperate or smth?... No I won't give that.*Has ebony and ivory on standby*
          
          
          "PLEASE GIMME PLEASE"
          
          
          Me: Begging?? Is he in danger?! Even so... NO.*Gets Kamen rider driver ready*
          
          
          "Buto pak han—*delete message immediately*"
          
          
          Me:.... This ain't my brother. *Immediately stands by every arsenal known to fiction*
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Anna: Anje no! Don't eat the Qliphoth & Helheim fruit at the same time!!
          
          
          Me: Something happened to my brother and I won't stand for it!!!
          
          
          Ayu: It's just a friend of his.
          
          
          Me: A friend who needs their manners checked!!

DMC × PGR. I don't know anything about the game but it has collabed with DMC and now I can't stop seeing daughter-father bonding memes with Vergil and Alpha character. :v

Should I make an infection AU? I've watched one too many MLP fan AUs while I thought about this. And no it's not just going to be MLP, there will be a lot of franchises involved in this. Different casts from different mediums and well bunch more with a unique concept to whatever Virus I'm making!

My dreams be like:
          
          
          Me wakes up with a slight sudden shock.
          
          
          Tsum Momo: Eep?*What happened?*
          
          
          Me: Sorry tsumtaros, I just had an amazing dream about my friend today!
          
          Tsum Anne: Eeep!*awesome!*
          
          
          Me: But our adventures was in an infection Au setting...
          
          Tsum KHRiku: Meep?!*What?!*
          
          
          Me: But she was okay!
          
          Tsum Sora: Eeep!*Hooray!*
          
          
          Me: But... Lady, Trish & Lucia are infected..
          
          
          Tsum Anne: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!*AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA*
          
          Tsum Momo: Eeep eep eeep eep?*Isn't Trish a demon?*
          
          
          Me:... Shit if that virus can infect demon then we're all doomed...
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Any DMC infection AU out there? :v

Talking with Dad be like:
          
          Me Dad: Hey do you want to help me with this chore?
          
          
          Me: Sure. Only if you make me my favourite meal later! Hehe.
          
          
          
          Talking to Mom be like:
          
          
          Me Mom: Anne I—
          
          Me: I Don't Remember Doing Anything Wrong But If I Did Do Wrong Than Let Me Know Cause Sorry About It!*worriedly tensed*
          
          Me Mom: Wha—Sweetie please. I'm not going to be mad at you. I just want to talk to you.
          
          Me: The last time we talked about feelings it went towards talking about rules & conditions! Nothing wrong with your conditions mom but still...
          
          Moments later..
          
          Me:*(How did I ended up like this? Damnit stupid mentality! Why do I have to overthink?!)* *currently hugging mom*
          
          Me Mom: My baby oh your my baby y'know that?*sweet tone*
          
          Me: Yeah. I know. That was a nice talk. I understand the condition but still. I love you mom.
          
          Me Mom: I love you too.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          (*Plays games on phone*)
          
          (*Anna smacks phone out of hand*)
          
          (>:( )
          
          (Anna: Didn't your mum told you to watch your screen time?)
          
          (But still—)
          
          (Ayu: You know she's only doing this because she loves you? She didn't want to use your phone as a coping mechanism addiction for if this new school was just as bad as your old one.)
          
          (So far it's been great! And I'm not addicted.)
          
          (Anna: It's only day 1. Talk to us again in 4 months time.-_-)
          
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