Jasper

They finally did it
          
          
          They finally broke me
          
          Ya boi barely feels anything 
          
          Heh

I want to mourn
          I want to properly mourn my friend who passed away a week ago
          But all I can do is blankly stare at the wall and feel numb
          No tears just emptiness and a void I can’t quite explain 

Need new ideas for the account which anon should I join?

I really want to roleplay with a bill cipher 

Need help choosing a new hair color
          
          
          Purple or red?

I feel dead
          
          
          Like not internally but
          
          
          
          
          Through my entire being I just feel dead 
          
          Like I’m just a corpse with air moving in and out of it
          
          
          

I just seem to make everyone mad at me especially around the fucking holidays. 
          
          
          
          Thanks fam for making me feel like absolute shit about everything I do bc that’s what the holidays are about now aren’t they

-realizes birthday is three months away- 
          
          
          I’m getting old 

If my last breath were spent on “I love you “ it would be a breath well spent

I can’t promise the moon and stars but I can promise I will stand by your side through the good and bad times, through every trial that God throws at us, and try my damnedest to make you the happiest I can