MJ Baareman

Two completely unrelated things.
          
          A) I was planning on working on some of my stories, but with my depression, then crazy work life, hurting my left shoulder (I am actually having surgery on it on Tuesday to fix a labrum tear), I haven't really done anything. For that I sincerely apologize.
          
          
          B) So I just forced myself to get through season 3 (first 3 are BORING AF) of The Walking Dead, now I'm hooked and have been bing watching it for the past month. Let me tell you, Daryl Dixon is my dream man!! I love his personality and how he changes over time and allows people in and learns to love people and trust them. And Norman Reedus....OMG fucking !! I don't care that he's like 30 years older than me. If he'd ask, I'd accept lol. 

So, I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression a few months ago, I also have chronic pain in my back, hips, and legs, and severe asthma. 
          
          Literally none of my family except my 3 youngest siblings (15, 16, 17), but they don't fully understand depression.
          
          My Mum has depression so idk 
          
          Anywho it's been really rough, and Sunday night my parents and I got in a fight and my Mum told me that I'm just making excuses and being a drama queen. And I told my Mum that my body was shutting down from having to do too much strenuous work and standing all day, and she had the audacity to say, "no it's not. Your body isn't shutting down." 
          
          I'm not ok. I'm barely holding on. I'm tired all the time.: Physically, emotionally, and mentally. 
          
          So if I'm not writing it's because I'm having a bad day. So please bear with me, any prayers, good vibes, and positive energy (whatever you believe in) please send them my way!
          
          Love you guys!! 

So I just started watching Sherlock (Benedict Cumberbatch and Martin Freeman) last week, and I'm obsessed!! 
          
          Is it weird that I am more attracted to Martin Freeman than Benedict Cumberbatch? I find Martin's facial expressions adorable, and he brings such attitude to all his characters and it's adorable! Also, he really doesn't look his age!! 

Wtf Wattpad! They just flagged a cover I made and claim its promoting self harm. Its a fucking pic of Danny Williams squatting by a tree. It has the name of the story and my username name on it. How the FUCK is that a promotion of self harm?!!!!!!

https://discord.gg/BH7vC2Cu
          
          If anyone wants to talk or anything. A safe place to discuss our writing ideas, our likes and dislikes. A safe place to talk about anything in general. 

Hey ya'll, the deadline to apply for my Danny Williams Hawaii 5-O fanfiction is next week Thursday. Please apply; I would really love to work with any of you. you can apply by direct messaging me, or by going to my Instragram @Writer2.60th. 

Hey ya'll 
          
          Deadline to apply for my Danny Williams fanfiction is on March 31st. 
          
          Share with your friends anyone can apply.
          
          I thought it would be fun and something new for me to try. ‍♀️‍♀️

Anyone want to be featured?  I would love to use your characters.  My story is called Please Don’t Let Me Go, and the Prologue is already posted, I'm working on the first Chapter right now. You can message me on Instagram @Writer2.60th or on here, whichever you prefer.  
          
          I have 2 female roles and 1 (maybe 2) male roles to fill. You will be credited for your characters.  I would need a short bio and faceclaim. 
          
          
          Roles.: Danny's Girlfriend/ my OC's (Jessie Carson) sister.
          (Possibly) Steve's girlfriend / best friends with the Dynamic Duo
          Danny's brother 
          
          All will be main characters, so you won't be sidelined. 
          
          
          If you know of anyone who would like to do this, please pass it on. Even if you don't follow me feel free to apply.

Also, If anyone is good at making covers , PLEASE message me! I don't know how to do it and would love a cover for this story!

Hey all!
              So I've decided to write a Hawaii 5-O fanfiction about Daniel "Danny" Danno" Williams.
              I have room for 2 female characters, and 1 male character to be added. If anyone wants their OC featured, send there name, faceclaim (tell me who to look up or send me a picture to use via Instagram @Writer2.60th). Give me some info and I'll get back to you. I have the prologue already to go and will be posting it after this. 
          
          Roles of your OCs.:
          For sure 1 female character will be Danny's love interest/my OCs sister.
          The other two roles are up for grabs.
             
          Right now I have Jessie set up as Steve's girlfriend, but that can change because like I've said, I've only written the prologue.