ⓞⓞⓕ!

I was stupid to think any of it was real. But at the same time, I never wanted it to continue or things would get messy again

Now I assume that those chains of my past problems will let me go

Can't be caught crying like a baby

And that was the day everything went downhill

I still forget I have this

♪ "I guess I have to face
          That in this awful place
          I shouldn't show a trace of doubt
          But pulled against the grain
          I feel a little pain
          That I would rather do without
          I'd rather be...
          Free-ee-ee
          Free-ee-ee
          Free...
          I'd rather be
          Free-ee-ee
          Free-ee-ee
          Free...
          Free-ee-ee
          Free-ee-ee
          Free...
          From here." ♪

♪ "If I could begin to be
          Half of what you think of me
          I could do about anything
          I could even learn how to love." ♪

I'm glad I have music or I think I'll go insane in this silence

Oops. Sorry. I'm just tired and sad from the lack of the physical presence of my friends. I miss going out even though I'm not much of an extrovert 

This is probably the third time I've stayed up until five. Not a good thing but it gives me a chance to cry myself to sleep because I'm an emotional wreck. Who knew I would become this?