idkwhattowrite

Okay so long story short I’m kind of obsessed with IT lately And I was just thinking haha wouldn’t it be sad if Bill actually killed Georgie, not Pennywise 
          
          Expect a fanfic pretty soon, that’s all I’m saying.

⚠️TW: MENTION OF SELF HARM⚠️
          
          Add fucking trigger warnings to fanfics ya’ll I don’t appreciate running into in detail self harm with 0 warning in a ship fic I’m not okay 

iduenkwe;jk  
          
          fics are hard
          
          i hope this next fic i post is appreciated because its taking so much time. Get ready to cry. unless your my friend who just smiles at sadfics. Yes, im talking to you, you know who you are
          
          but seriously if you have care for Jared and Michael, god prepare yourself

I’m in— so much pain. I’m bored but I can’t leave for another like hour or something.
          
          I really hate my female body

im growing sleep deprived but im staying awake until 7 atleast because thats when my girlfriend went to sleep yesterday, and since our time difference is 5 hours, i couldnt of done it then

I’ve started a new BMC au fanfic ewe https://www.wattpad.com/story/190157157

So picture this.
          
          You join theatre, in the room there’s multiple people. A group of kids in the corner scream-singing Alexander Hamilton, two guys cosplaying as Evan Hanson and Conner Murphy, a guy in the corner in a Micheal cosplay, listening to music (probably Micheal in the bathroom) and crying and a girl standing alone, singing dead girl walking proudly, having a bop.
          
          Who do you go to?

We love sitting in a room, sobbing and overthinking everything. I have no idea why I’m crying. But here I am. Two more classes to go, atleast. But I really wanna see this one person who may or may not see this but I’m too embarrassed to tag them so yeeee-
          
          I’m sorry- I’m just sitting here at a breaking point and I have no idea why. So many things are setting me off so here I am, hoping they show up because no matter how weird it may or may not be, and I apologise, if you see this seeing me be clingy but I really just enjoy your presence a lot-

Okay so my Auntie saw my sketchbook which has Vince on it rather then my dead name, and she then called me ‘pal’ Which is what she calls my brother-
          
          I’m happy but also real scared- she’s close with my mum- let’s see how this pans out.