"Tear Me Down"

its funny as fuck to come back to this account once a year or so and see a whole new generation of kids find the shitty fanfiction i made when i was their age. time is a flat fucking circle. 

Your bio is elegant and just pure perfection- mine is just chaotic XD

people still read my middle school cringe shit ??? 
          
          pack up your shit and go home guys,,, i dont think ill ever be passionate about black butler let alone fanfiction enough to finish the ending 
          
          we a BIG BOY writing BIG BOY novels now— nevertheless, thank you all for your support over the years, i immensely cherished my interactions with you guys as a little bitty kid :) 

Hey gang! Just another blip about the new page I booted up regarding my original works! Ive been working on this for three years and it would mean the world if yall gave it a gander and a vote! Just posted chapter three today!!! Thanks y’all 
          https://my.w.tt/kTp4eSsJnV

Hey all!!! I started a new account to post originals.  This is a book I have worked on for three years and any support or interest in it would make me very ecstatic! It’s really the reason why I’ve been so MIA on all my other works and I really hope the fruit of my labors pay off. <333 
          https://my.w.tt/oxbVAk4RMU

Stunned
          
          I watch every move you make
          Insomnias a bitch
          But I cant help but be grateful that I’m breathing
          
          And even though I’m alone
          I’ve once been in this sitch
          I’ve handled worse than you up and leaving
          
          Its 2 AM
          and all I can think of is you
          Its 2 AM 
          and my eyes are wide awake
          Its 2 AM 
          I’m a victim of sleep demons
          Can’t do no dreaming
          I see you in the corner of my room

Eight paths are alligned in a sea of stardust
          Eight stains on my shirt from the march of war
          Eight laughs are imprisoned in a distant future
          Eight rains parade like a monsoon on the poor
          
          Eight heartbeats stutter to the growls of the night
          Eight hearths flicker to the breathless chanting of desire 
          Eight dirty streets are crossed in a urban grid
          Eight births fumigate the hated funeral pyre.
          
          An octet of singers whisper in the dark: 
          “Hark! Sweet darling, do flee, the crows will rip thee apart. 
          And as sturdy as the rock they flock 
          and we will begin right back at the start.”

Please help my kitty!!! He is very sick with diabetes and we cannot afford his medical bills lest I cant afford college :/ Anything would be appreciated !!! Love y’all!!! xxx
          
          https://www.facebook.com/donate/955849187940434/

i want to finish my fanfiction
          i want to finish my projects
          i want to find purpose
          i want to get over losing everything
          i want to wake up feeling confident
          i want to kiss my boyfriend and feel as though he loves me
          i want to move on
          i want to finish my fanfiction
          i want to finish something
          i want to know what its like to be real
          
          i want to finish my fanfiction

You dare to dream in my garden?
          You dare to love upon the thorny gaze?
          You dare to climb my mountains of sorrow
          Well, thats where you’ll spend most your days.
          
          I am a wall, a hefty force of nature,
          Slipping stoicly through the march of time
          You cannot see me through my mighty shield
          Of flowering flora coated a deep sanguine
          and yet I call you mine. 
          Why do I call you mine?
          
          Youre all thats left behind.