@crybaby12387 I don't think you should try to harm yourself like that,I'm sure you're an amazing person and your doing the best you can. Parents like that are extremely hard to cope with,I know that personally. You're situation matters even if you are told it dosen't because you matter and your feeling are valid. Please be safe,I've only just messaged you and I care for your safety and well being. As well with the lesbian situation I've been through that and I want you to know that I'm a safe ally. Please be safe.