@Violence_IP
How do I become friends with someone?
There's this girl in my class and I feel like we'd vibe really well (as friends, not as partners)
We've barely spoken and I would really like to see if it would work out between us
Guys, I had one hell of an amazing day, apart from my parents being mad at me because I broke the screen protector of my phone.
I probably screwed up the Latin exam, but I don't really care.
I took part in big group conversations, which was fun. I had therapy, which was also fun, because I was in a good mood and we didn't switch to anything negative like we usually do. I went downtown to get some stuff and got myself a lot of Minecraft Lego trading cards (I collect them. They're great.). I also got Pesto, which means that I get to eat one of my favourite foods sometime soon.
A bunch of packages arrived. I now have new socks, a new phone case (which looks really cool), a case for my trading cards and a new phone! I'm so happy.
And it's not just a cheap or random phone. It's a Google Pixel 9a. Crap's crazy good.
Just something I wanted to drop, even if no-one reads it. I don't really care. I got to tell someone, even if it was just the void.
Thank you.
I have to study for my Latin exam tomorrow, but I don't wanna.
I like you :P You seem like a very cool person
@JayTheGrimm Thanks! You can't imagine how happy that just made me. I'm grinning like a psychopath. Don't make me cry. I like you too. You seem cool as well
JESUS CHRIST
I HATE PHONES
I'M SO FREAKING STRESSED OUT RIGHT NOW
I live with four other people and everyone of us has a phone
I'm supposed to go to sleep, but I can't sleep BECAUSE A DAMN PHONE KEEPS VIBRATING EVERY FEW SECONDS
IT'S SO INFURIATING
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SLEEP AND RELAX LIKE THIS
JUST TURN OFF THE GODDAMN VIBRATION
I HATE IT
I am going to tell you about my PE lesson today, because I can. It was, like, 4°C outside and we had to do shit outside because of my teacher. We'll only potentially go inside once the world is ending. We warmed up and stretched like always and then we had to do an endurance run.
Endurance.
I have little to no endurance. We had to run for half an hour. I wanted to stop in the middle because I couldn't breathe, I felt nauseous and dizzy, my feet were wet and cold because the grass was wet and I have fabric shoes and my ankle started hurting (as it usually does when I run too much). My teacher told me to just continue. One of my best friends stopped because she didn't have the right shoes for running and her feet were wet, another friend stopped because she has a hurt ankle (with a doctor's certificate) and another classmate stopped because he hurt his foot. Why was I not allowed to stop? I had to continue through all of that crap.
Afterwards I felt terrible. I had to watch my every step or else I would've fallen, because I couldn't feel anything because of the cold (I was only wearing a t-shirt because of his damn dress code). I could barely concentrate.
We did javelin throwing for the rest of the lesson. We've already been doing it since the summer holidays ended. I have never thrown so badly because I couldn't coordinate at all. I stumbled over my own feet and didn't think about the damn basics, causing my javelin to do literal flips.
I also couldn't think rationally anymore. Like, when he wants to show us something, he'll stand with his side to us and slowly do the movements (he never threw it from that position). When he did that today it was like a literal jumpscare to me. I flinched and HID BEHIND MY FRIEND, BECAUSE I WAS SCARED HE WOULD THROW IT AT ME.
...
Yeah. That's it.
Thank you for listening to my TED-talk.
Guys, I need to trauma dump.
We had to watch some sort of musical during school today. The acting was good and stuff.
It wasn't exactly... age appropriate, considering that some eleven/twelve year-olds had to watch it as well.
It was about AI and stuff and they faked some p0rn.
Yeah.
Anyway, when they 'found the video' they played noises in the background. Moaning and shit. I was kinda traumatised, so I kinda leaned forward and put my head on my knees??? I hope you get what I mean. I started feeling kinda dizzy and then everything was just really damn confusing, because I kinda missed a part of the show and then just heard them yelling at each other.
I think I passed out. Literally. What am I supposed to do now, guys?
@Violence_IP Yeah, I would have freaked out too in that situation. It sounds like the worst possible moment for something like that. Until a few years ago, I had this problem with passing out every now and then too, and the advice I was alwas given was to try to stand up and walk around a little right after you wake up from it. No idea if that actually does anything, but it always felt like it helped. But obviously while you are in school, thats not even always possible.
@mixionary Thanks! I'm not on my period, but I AM going through puberty and I also have experience with passing out (I've passed out twice before yesterday). Maybe that has something to do with it. I'll tell my mum if something like that happens again. It was just so sudden.
@Violence_IP Randomly passing out for a few moments every now and then is actually pretty normal when youre going through puberty, especially while you are on your period and/or tired. The timing must have been very scary for you tho. I'm sorry that happened. If it happens more often or in moments where you feel really awake, you should go see a doctor.
I just went through all of my Wattpad notifications and it literally took me over an hour.
Why would you do this to me? 615 notifications? I think I’m going to die :’)
I just hung out with some friends and a little boy just randomly came up to us, said "IShowSpeed", barked and left.
Huh