Violentlilys

Should i start writing again?

Violentlilys

I don't even know what to do anymore.
          I miss you like crazy
          I even told you that
          I even said goodbye and you never responded 
          Now I know I mean nothing to you.  
          You say you love me 
          You say you care
          You say that you aren't like the rest
          I love you and you let me go
          I see you talking to others and updating 
          I see you flirt while I hurt
          I see you look in my direction and then look away continuing your fun and laughter 
          
          I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you. I'm sorry I'm annoying. I'm sorry that I have anxiety and call you to help me. I'm sorry you can't see that I am going to break into a billion pieces without you. I'm sorry that you can't see you are my superglue 

Violentlilys

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You said you wouldn't leave and you left.......... anyone up to give me love and hugs.....? *tears up* what the fuck...........I trusted you........