VioletFandomer

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recently realised after many years that in the song 'rather be' jess glynne sings 'know with all of your heart' and not 'loaded gun at her heart'
          	i have been singing the wrong lyrics. for almost a decade. and i only just realised
          	
          	FUCK. MY. LIFE

VioletFandomer

me: avoiding putting my age in this post
          	  me half an hour later: realises my age is literally in my bio
          	  im so tired help
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VioletFandomer

this message may be offensive 
recently realised after many years that in the song 'rather be' jess glynne sings 'know with all of your heart' and not 'loaded gun at her heart'
          i have been singing the wrong lyrics. for almost a decade. and i only just realised
          
          FUCK. MY. LIFE

VioletFandomer

me: avoiding putting my age in this post
            me half an hour later: realises my age is literally in my bio
            im so tired help
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VioletFandomer

i have not posted on here in well over a year, i never announce it to my 28 followers bc why would i do that but i am back now (even tho i never left) and i am here to say that...
          
          
          i am very ashamed of the person i used to be that person was an embarrassment and i dont understand how people (namely my few friends) put up with me for 5+ years and still do to this day
          
          
          basically i hate myself and my 28 followers need to know this even though i will NOT be announcing this to them bc again why would i the idea of people seeing these random rants(??? idk) is actually terrifying to me (she says whilst writing in the thing called conversations)
          
          anyway goodbye

VioletFandomer

today i realised that in terms of my style i am either rosa diaz or perfuma. there is no inbetween
          
          today was productive!
          
          and i am very aware no one actually cares i just need to say this somewhere other than to myself

VioletFandomer

i realised about three seconds after posting this that i am genderfluid and my style changes with my gender (yes i regularly forget my gender identity and yes i am posting this three months later)
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VioletFandomer

Something actually worthwhile:
          I'm working on updating/rewriting parts of Alone, so look out for those changes. I'll be republishing it as soon as I'm happy with it and have an idea of what's going to happen in chapter 6 (I don't actually know if anyone is still interested anymore)

VioletFandomer

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dont even read this
          current thoughts that no one asked for and just have to share with you as I try and fail to sleep:
          fuck covid
          fuck I can't write. welp
          should I watch Netflix all night or write all night
          do I have to go to school tomorrow
          can fb3 just come out already I miss Newtinaaa
          gonna renew tua for season 3
          gonna release the next season of b99 or stranger things
          life is good
          seriously, don't read it I just need to write my thoughts down they be a mess

VioletFandomer

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covids still around lol
            still cant write. loser
            never sleep. EVER
            not anymore now its college
            newtina is dead (on screen) and fb is over
            season 4 is the final season
            b99 ended, st is ending
            life sucks you fucking loser
            and you were 100% NOT trying to sleep liar
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