Erin

recently realised after many years that in the song 'rather be' jess glynne sings 'know with all of your heart' and not 'loaded gun at her heart'
          i have been singing the wrong lyrics. for almost a decade. and i only just realised
          
          FUCK. MY. LIFE

jesus christ why was i the way i was when i first found wattpad
          
          yikes

i have not posted on here in well over a year, i never announce it to my 28 followers bc why would i do that but i am back now (even tho i never left) and i am here to say that...
          
          
          i am very ashamed of the person i used to be that person was an embarrassment and i dont understand how people (namely my few friends) put up with me for 5+ years and still do to this day
          
          
          basically i hate myself and my 28 followers need to know this even though i will NOT be announcing this to them bc again why would i the idea of people seeing these random rants(??? idk) is actually terrifying to me (she says whilst writing in the thing called conversations)
          
          anyway goodbye

today i realised that in terms of my style i am either rosa diaz or perfuma. there is no inbetween
          
          today was productive!
          
          and i am very aware no one actually cares i just need to say this somewhere other than to myself

Oh
          
          My
          
          God
          
          My
          
          Story
          
          Sucks
          
          And it's pissing me off because I don't know how to fix it! (Also I am aware that no one actually cares ✌️✌️)

Something actually worthwhile:
          I'm working on updating/rewriting parts of Alone, so look out for those changes. I'll be republishing it as soon as I'm happy with it and have an idea of what's going to happen in chapter 6 (I don't actually know if anyone is still interested anymore)

dont even read this
          current thoughts that no one asked for and just have to share with you as I try and fail to sleep:
          fuck covid
          fuck I can't write. welp
          should I watch Netflix all night or write all night
          do I have to go to school tomorrow
          can fb3 just come out already I miss Newtinaaa
          gonna renew tua for season 3
          gonna release the next season of b99 or stranger things
          life is good
          seriously, don't read it I just need to write my thoughts down they be a mess

wow I actually suck at writing :P✌️

It's my Wattpad birthday yayy! I've been on Wattpad a year!
          
          *Sits quietly in a corner eating cake, wondering what to write*

HAPPY (slightly late) BIRTHDAY TO THE AMAZING KATH WATERSTON!!!!