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OML!!! I Need To VENT!!!
So, my father said that he was going to go to my choir concert. He told the pastor at our church that he was going to my concert and that he wasn’t going to be selling Christmas trees.
Then, I’m at the concert and I don’t see him. I keep telling myself that even though I can’t see him he’s there.
So after the concert, I go home. I put my phone on the charger and ask him if he liked the concert. No reply.
So I text him again. This time I just say “Dad.”
My response? “Sorry. I ended up haveing to go to the tree sale. They were swamped.”
I said. “Ok.” And turned off my phone. Not completely. But I turned it off.
A few minutes later my mom tells me my dad wants me to call him.
So I do. We talk and not once during the call did he say that he was sorry again. Not once. Which made me upset because I really wanted him to be there.
And I’m thinking to myself, “It’s not the first time, and it’s not going to be the last fucking time. Because clearly he needs all the excuses for things that are supposed to be less important than me. Clearly selling Christmas trees is more important than his FÜCKING DAUGHTER!!”