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I don’t have anywhere else to go so I came here. Life pretty much sucks right now and I feel like everything’s going downhill, all positive thoughts in my head has disappeared and I feel cold inside. My best friend and I fought and although it doesn’t sound like a big deal, it was a big fight and I feel like her faith in me has lowered. My insecurities about my body and school plus all my upcoming tests are giving me anxiety. On top of that my brother got kicked out of the house just now and tbh I don’t know where he’s gonna go because he fought with my dad and he hasn’t lived with him for over a month and now that they’re slightly on good terms, he’s started with the same irresponsible attitude towards my mom and she kicked him out today and demanded the keys back. I’m really worried about him, he’s my big brother and everyday I see our family falling apart and breaking more than it already is.
It’s currently 1 am and so much has happened today that I just feel like giving up. It feels like I’m failing everyone in my life at the moment and I’ve had numerous breakdowns today and I can’t talk about it to anyone since I only trust my best friend and she is angry and disappointed in me. I have nobody and I’m gonna be honest, I’m kind of afraid about what’s gonna happen. I can only think negative when I really need positivity.
I just needed to get that off my chest. Please stay healthy everyone and cherish the people around you, be happy Even though I feel like absolute shit, I wish you all a great day/night and I wish that no matter what, happiness will always be with you❤️