(TW?) hey so a few people have reached out to me recently and said that they have been struggling with mental illness and depression. I know they aren't the only ones who are going through a difficult time. life is really hard and sometimes death seems more inviting, I know this, trust me. but remember that things will get better. think about the future, don't hold on to a single thing and let it eat away at you. I want you to know that if you need ANYTHING and if you could use help, please tell me. I'm here to listen, always. I would also like to say rest in peace to my friends and followers who killed themselves this year. its been very hard. i care about each and every one of you. take care. you are loved. (in memory of Beth, Gwen, Avery, and Ash, who did not make it. I'm glad you messaged me, I wish I could've helped more.)