Oh my God I’m such an absolute piece of shit. Oh my God. Shit. Shit shit shit. I just make shit worse. The fucking cars. We’ve got enough shit going on without me screwing shit I’m such an idiot. She was having a bad enough day and I make it worse. Fuck me
I don’t wanna go tomorrow I don’t wanna leave my bed. I hate making people mad at me- especially when I don’t mean to especially people I love.. and everything at home is going wrong too- I don’t want to get up in the morning