we all disappear from time to time. As of recently I feel like the years are just getting more and more difficult. It's very expensive to live comfortably. And I wish you the best of luck on your two novels! I've always tinkered with the idea of writing actual original fiction (not fanfiction) but I found Its simply not for me. Personally, I burn out very easily.
6 months ago I became a mother, I had a little son and had to quit my horrible factory job. I won't name the company, but I had a medical emergency and they tried to say that leaving for the hospital would come out of my time.
Being on Wattpad is, honestly so funny to me. I come back here every now and then to revisit the world I was heavily apart of when I was a preteen. Your works are some of the very few I actually reread on this app. I hope things go better for you, and you know that you have people rooting for you, even in the weirdest of places.