I'll be back
So many lies,
My heart already dies,
How could i not forget?
That i was chaining you to my love?
Getting something i shouldn't have.
It's a big mistake that i fell inlove with you.
Why does my heart hurt every time you mention that boy?
Why does my stomach feel like it had thousands of butterflies inside?
Those feelings were very complicated.
i felt empty,
Numb,
Emotionless,
how could i forget that every time i tell the truth, A bad fruit grows.
i wanted to be numb, emotionless, how did you make me smile? after those 5 years? After that lost i never do smile.
your a very interesting girl, no wonder i fall in love to you.
but i just want a request.
Could you forget about me
And move on?
a stupid request but this is for your own good.
Just forget that you met me.
Forget those conversations.
Forget about me.
cause it's the easiest way to ease that pain of yours.
Don't hurt yourself, it was my fault i should be the one doing that.
I'll be back, that's a promise i couldn't keep, i'll be going is may be the right word.
I'm not leaving you.
You had my heart.
It stays beside you.
While i just remained empty.
I'll won't be back, cause i don't want you to be hurt.
Cause i knew when i come back i'll leave your heart to shreds.
A dramatic ending but what i say came from my heart that you already stole.
i'll, never be back cause this illness, is killing me.
I'll be by your side without you knowing.
Stupid words that came from my keyboards..Heh, i wish i could hug you but it's the end for us.
Don't cry.
Don't hurt yourself.
Do try to move on.
Cause we both know our relation ship is messed up.
Nothing could heal my heart but you, so i'll be leaving our talks, loves, sweet night's and goodmorning's.
A farewell to you sweetheart.