Vizipop

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@ThatOne_Whore
          
          I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED YOUR POST WHEN I WAS TRYING TO REPLY BUT AAAAA THANK YOU ITS OKAY IT HAPPENS I LOVE YOU TOO/P

//Vent
          
          Today's been such a shit day. It's my birthday, but fucking hell, really? First I get told by my crush (who said he likes me back) admits to having a boyfriend this morning, then I can't even do anything I really like, I can't draw because of art block, I can't write because of writers block, the only actual person who cares if my birthday had been good was my SAer, and its just been terrible. I fucking hate my birthday, I wish I would just end myself
          
          Growing up is scary, I don't think I'll make it up to adulthood at this rate.

It's my birthday, I'm 15 now :>

I am doing art commissions!
          
          Preferably, DM me on discord if you want a commission
          (discord: _1k3y_      )
          
          I have made a book of my art styles and examples on my alt account (Vizip0p)
          
          For commissions;
          
          I WILL do:
          Create you an OC
          Waist up art
          Coloring/no coloring
          Watermarks
          Small text (Ex. Hey! I am _____)
          
          I WON'T do
          Anything angsty
          NSFW
          
          
          The format i would like you to submit to me:
          
          *Description of your character(s)
          *Reference picture(s) for a pose or layout
          *(Do you want me to add text? Tell me!)
          *(Do you want a background? Tell me!)
          
          Please don't expect to get your commission right away, as I am still new to digital drawing, but you should get it within a week or two.
          
          If you don't have discord, we can come up with another way to get in contact!

"Why haven't we been talking?"
          "I don't know... You're angry at me."
          "I'm definitely not!"
          "Well you should be.."
          "It's not your fault. "
          "Then who's fault is it?.."
          Definitely hits hard

I hate feeling the way I feel. I don't want to use someone for their attention, but I love it so much. I want to actually love them, but I don't even know if that's possible. I fucking hate it.

Anyone else remind their mom to eat because they know what it's like to not eat and you don't want her to go through that?? Or is that just a me thing?? 

This sounds so whorish but I miss having a partner :<
          
          Like, I don't care if you are a guy or girl or both or neither, I just want to be loved romantically by someone. All I ask is you at least give me a good morning and a good night text, we don't even have to talk all day, that's how low I'll go to get a partner now-
          
          Damn single life lmao

God damn it feels so weird being back on here-
          Hi :]