This isn't direct to anyone specifically, but this is for those who are not doing well mentally, and post it online here.
Get help. And before anyone starts to say "Oh I can't, no one will understand or listen" Shut up. You can get help, you simply let yourself wallow in self-pity, there are always services that can help you, such as the suicide helpline, who offer more than just suicide. I'm tired of seeing people posting their issues online, and I've done it before as well, I wanted attention and pity and I've moved on from that, like many of you need to do. If you don't agree with what I'm posting here, I will not apologize. Move on and get help.