Vizzie

...i dont even know if you want to acknowledge me anymore after what happened. i just want you to jnow i never meant to cause so much shit to happen so fast like that, and i just wanted to tell you that even though you might hate me, I still regret what I did, and honestly I wish I never did anythign after that as well. I miss being able to talk to all of you. My own decisions ruined my life. I lost all of my friends, and you. And yes, i will admit, i did talk about suicide and shit too much, but i recently figured out im bipolar so the mood swings were kinda bad. they still happen, but I often think about how good friend we used to be, and it makes me happy until i realize the incident. Im sorry, Vizzie, I really am. I hope you get this. I hope that we can put our differences aside and at least me friends again, I know i did a very bad thing, and that I most likely wont be forgiven for it, but I got very sad when i saw everyone blocked me. everyone except agent4 and eat were the only two, and even then i barely speak to them. I seriously cant tell you how sorry i am without speaking for eternity, I fucked up BIG TIME I know, but I really miss hanging out with you guys. I just wanna be able to talk to the people that helped me see life in a different perspective again. seriously, all of you guys helped me see life in a way i could have never experienced without you guys helping me. IDK if you wanna have anything to deal with me anymore, but I hope you have a good day. im sorry.