VizzyPopp

I haven't updated anything in a while. But for all the fans of Cogent, which is probably what made you find me, everything is getting better. It has been (unbelievably) two whole years since I lost mom. After 2 years or recuperating, I am ready to come back to the world and in time, the next 2 months, I will be back on Wattpad. I will start with improving Cogent and then eventually get to my newest story.  Thank you all for being so patient. And if you have been reading my real life journal of "anxiety" then you know it hasn't been easy getting here.

I will be honest. It is absolutely so hard to find the effort within me to write. It is so hard to make myself want to write anything after the loss of my mother. I am trying to get back into things but honestly, it is the hardest thing to do. I wanted to finish Rhea this year so bad. It was going to be even better than Willow. It was going to be really good. Then everything fell apart. I lost writing, I lost reading, I lost my sanity, I lost my desire to eat, I lost alot. All because I lost one person. I don't know when I will get back writing. I have no idea when I will be be me again or if I ever will be. I have no idea. And that is the worst part of all of this. The unknown. I will not know anything until the moment that it decides to happen and that terrifies me. I won't know when I will be fully happy again, I don't know if I will ever laugh like I used to again, I don't know when I will stop faking like I am alright. I don't know when I really will be....From what I have been told from my therapist, I never will again. And that I will just need to find a way to cope with that. If that is the truth, then I am willing to take whatever drugs they decide for me, I am willing to give up my personality to feel  okay again. I just wanna be okay for you guys, for everyone. I love you all.......

I haven't been on much at all. Well.. 2 monthes ago a devastating loss happened. My mother died of a brain aneurysm. Totally random. It has been hard to find the energy or want to write. I'm sure you all understand.

Whoa. Okay. So I totally had to take a break from writing after concluding Willow. That is the reason Rhea is so far behind. Pretty soon it will be back on schedule. I really want this book to be great and maybe even better than Willow. So please be patient. With this book I will be writing only when I have the correct amount of time. I won't let you guys settle for short chapters.

Hey everyone. Life has been insane these past weeks. MY show choir and I have entered competition season! It is exciting and I love every bit of it to be honest. The only down fall is that I have less time to write. I am sorry. As of right now, please endure the short chapters! It will all be fine. Haha. "Weeping Willow" is coming to the end of its journey. I want to give you all the best that I can. Love you!

Okay, I am alive. We had a huge snow storm and it prevented me from writing. It is all okay. We are back in business!

Honestly, 
          I have this amazing friend who writes on here and she just doesn't get enough credit! You need to go look at  
          @ColorfullCreator

Hey everybody! Today is our first day back in school which means updates on both books are coming. I hope that you all are as excited as I am. I can't wait to conclude "Weeping Willow," and continue with "Rhea." No doubt. It is such a challenge writing from two totally different point of views. One is first person and the next is third. I hope you enjoy my stories! Thank you all sooo much for reading.

Being as it is christmas and new years break for me. That is why there has been no updates. Have no fear. I am no where near finished

I am so sorry that I haven't updated much. I have been getting ready for exams and it is a lot to handle. I thank you for being patient and continuing to read.