@VodkaFridge I don't know what you're going through, but I can assure you that very few people can let anybody go easily, especially if they were important to you. Healing takes a lot of time.
My boyfriend was a douchebag. My coworker was right. He straight up neglected and ignored me. His love for me came with conditions that I could never truly meet. I don’t give a fuck anymore if he says differently because he clearly never gave a shit about me. Not truly beyond what would serve him. I needed a human touch and he never needed me. He just used and played with me because it served him.