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Sometimes i look over reddit and search posts about fanfics of shows I’ve made to see if anyone has wrote about mine. I havent come across any yet but when i do see one i hope its talking shit about me. Not because im a raging masochist who gets hard when he gets insulted but because to hate something and to go out of your way to hate on it means i left such a big impression on someone with my story.
I’ve been doing alot of thinking and I’m not exactly sure what I want to do with my life now that I’m 18 but I think I do know now after some thinking. I want people to talk about me. I want to be known in a community. Whether I’m loved, hated or a joke I feel like all that matters is that I’m noticed.
Thats why I’m happy whenever I go to reddit and look at people talking all their favourite fanfics. Someone who might be in my position made those and people love them enough to talk about them. Whenever I’m able to go fully into one of my hobbies as a career, whether its being a writer, games design, YouTuber/streamer, I hope you can all remember that each and every one of you, every follow, every comment, every upvote and every read of my story. You are all the ones who helped me put myself out there.
Not exactly where I was going for this but i just wanted to be thankful to everyone.
Thank yew ^_^
