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holy fucc i forgot i had this account and all the stories I have written. I'm so sorry y'all   

It's been a month- nearly two months since I have last updated. I highly doubt anyone will read this. My mental health is still not the greatest and truthfully, I won't lie. It has been getting worse. In all honestly I have been thinking about removing my account and my stories off of Wattpad. (Maybe to ao3.) 
          
          Currently I do not feel inspired for writing any chapters for my stories due to personal reasons and stresses. I have not read Lookism in months nor as of now do I feel like catching up on the story. I guess, you could say that I have moved on from it? But who knows, I might return back to the fandom eventually. 
          
          Lookism has taught many things and it has helped me grow as a writer, an artist and a person. I've made good memories with Lookism and also bad memories. It's something that I can look fondly back on. Publishing Baking a Cake has been something that I thought was going to be a story with a few upvotes, maybe fifty or a hundred? But it has turned into 1k upvotes with sometimes me getting notifications daily. And as amazing as that is- it is also stressful.
          
          I deal with GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) and Chronic Depression every single day. Publishing a chapter- even writing one is very mentally taxing on me. I constantly stress when writing if my stories are good enough and if my readers will enjoy them. Safe to say, so many people enjoy them and I am grateful for that. Really, I really am thankful for all the support I have received. The funny comments. The somewhat weird comments. (Well. Kinda.) And the people who are excited for the things I have written in my story. I try my best with my dry humor- 
          
          It feels awkward this stuff out, but it's no ones fault minus my brain. I know people enjoy my stories, but I really don't want to feel burdened by my stories. Especially because I may never update them again. I guess, to put it blunt I don't feel enjoyment writing my stories anymore. Thank you again, I appreciate all of the support.

I apologize but there will be no chapter this week but next week there might possibly be one. My mental health hasn't been too amazing lately and I've been feeling extremely sick. Again I'm really sorry

I have been busy this week but Baking A Cake will be receiving a new chapter soon :) It will most likely be a shorter chapter (it probably won't lol) but the plot bunnies are going to be attacking that story soon ^^

Hello I am alive, I am really sorry for suddenly disappearing. I graduated highschool and I have the new Baking A Cake chapter almost done, the issue is that I am lazy XD 
          
          My writing style is having my chapter lay around untouched until an idea strikes me and I can sit down and write 1k or so words in one sitting. I need to work on that ;^))
          
          If I can motivate myself, I will probably have the next chapter out later this week! Ty for all the support and I'm sorry for not updating in so long

The Woman in White story has been revamped to The White-Haired Witch. I will be uploading the new chapter this weekend. Thank you to everyone who has supported me  <3

A new chapter of Baking a Cake is out! I hope you all enjoy it! Sorry if the tone is strange, it's been a while since I have last written it. <3

Hello, I don't want to put more Author's Notes on Baking A Cake but I apologize that I have not added a chapter yet.
          
          I live in Texas and just now my family has fully gotten power back. For the past week the power has been shutting on and off every five minutes. We still don't have clean water and our food got spoiled. To top it all off this has not only made working on stuff impossible, but my laptop ended up getting corrupted and I lost many files and art on my laptop.
          
          The new chapter was one of those files. I don't know how but I cannot find the file and I have tried my best to restore it. :( 
          
          So again I deeply apologize for no updates. I hope you guys understand. ♥️
          
          I cannot say for certain when I will be updating my stories, I currently feel very overwhelmed and tired.

Heya, I'm not dead!
          A new Jake x Reader chapter will drop hopefully the end of this month or by the beginning of February 

The prologue of the Woman in White has been updated! Expect quite a few updates for that story to come <3
          
          Also expect a new chapter for the Jake Kim x Reader story! I can not resume that story with confidence knowing that Jake's backstory has been finished.