Vonn Dael

Thank you for the vote. ^ω^

I am freakin' lost. 
          I oust myself from sweet.
          
          Now, I got nowhere to go.
          
          I am finding my way to get back.
          A hard. A very hard one I think.
          I don't shed tears.
          I could not feel fear.
          I am so numb.
          I am nearer tired of philosophizing my life.
          I feel sick.
          
          I want to escape.
          

I am sick of getting betrayed. 

Ang gusto ko lang ma-achieve sa panahon ngayon is to be eloquent in speaking. Its been years passed nang hinasa ako ng public speaking pero last year when I joined an oratorical competition in my school, I lose because of how bad my deliverance was. Kahit na memoryado ko ang isang essay  na halos mapuno ng ang long bond paper at iniisip na kaya ko 'to kaso my body has never been with me whenever I tried to conquer my fear. Wala namang kaso sa fear of stage. Sa speaking lang talaga ako. Kaya ngayon I need to overcome this. Okay na iyong mapahiya at masira ang reputasyon as long as I am aiming for my dream to achieve. 
          
          I want to improve in talking desperately. I want to speak my thoughts. I want to argue for the betterment and of course for myself. I want to defend myself.

Nalulungkot ako sa ibang mga stories. 'Yong ang ganda-ganda ng flow ng storya tapos malalaman mo na nasa ibang writing flatform pala nila ito pinublish ng kumpleto. : ( I just really can not. Para akong naghahanap ng complete series na gawa ni Agatha C. At Sir Arthur Conan Doyle tapos hanggang screen shopping lang. : ( 

Hi! Thanks for adding my stories :)