OLD ACCOUNT - BELLA COLFINTHEL VYLIA

I see writing as my way of showing how I feel, when I don't know how to say them. It's something deep down that speaks to me.

I also find that music inspired the best of my writing and music has been such a big part of my life as I have always turned to it in times of trouble and emotions that I struggle to put words to. 

My spirit animal is a wolf, wild loyal and free. Leading the pack and protecting its family with its life. 

Do not wait for my return, for I am lost and I do not want to be found. Long is my road ahead yet there is not enough time to make the journey. But do not think that this journey will be easy. I know my demons follow me, that they will never leave me. Their darkness follows in my footsteps and I might never be free of them. 
So off I go to find my soul, in the forest where fairies dance and elves sing. Where the wolves run wild and the wind speaks freely. Where the clear night sky and pale moon watch over me. Where I don't feel the need to eat or drink but let the peace run through me. I find my peace in the starry night sky, in the wind of the tree the rustle of the leaves, in the calming song of the river and the gentle sounds of dawn and dusk. There I might find my soul....... or myself.